Went 4 2nd svc today then after tt went for cell BBQ, eveything was a last min thing but in e end w e help of everyone, things went smoothy...

Dis evening, decided to msg u to tell u e ans abt e qn tt u ans me a few days back, (I regret nt telling u abt it on t day when u asked) just in case u didnt know or wondering abt e ans... After a few sms-es, u told me that i dun even stand a chance no, n told me sooner or later i will noe it, (NO, I DO NOT KNOW WHY!) Is it bcos i'm going army soon, that why? Is it bcos u have someone else tt u fall for already? Now then u tell mi ur feeling 4 me is beginning to fade away? Why dun u tell mi eariler? All e sms-es tt i send is all waste... After all these, i really feel like crying, (Even though i told myself nt to cry over a girl) Why my love cant always be with me?

Wadever happened had happened, there is nthg i can do now... All i have now is memories on 20th may